Me in my own words

I'll get back to you when I know what I want to say

just say hie


Jay Vee

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Thursday, December 04, 2008
9:33 AM
I am the Queen of Procrastinators!!

The last few months has just been work,work, work dun even have time to bake...dun have time to do research of cupcake websites and how to sell bla bla bla, no time to research project Ashie Lexie... only until the 'news' came out only I realise need to start projects! Argh me needs help :(

Wednesday, December 03, 2008
6:41 PM
Getting old?

I can't be getting that old rite? been dancing for a year and now after i dance my left knee hurts abit, so i can't be getting old rite? I'm just over doing my dance moves....rite

Monday, December 01, 2008
12:59 AM
My Room needs a make over

I'm thinking

Red wall
fairy lights
moving my brother's remaining stuff out(so pls :) come and get ur tapes/books or it will get thrown away...)
removing poster as I'm not 13 anymore...
make space for computer and macbook :)
new curtains
new bedsheets?
decor the black steel bed?

oh yes i need to declutter and redecor my room...

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
8:42 AM
words can build and hurt

"This is my blog, I can do whatever I want with it!If you don't like it then don't read it"

A fren once commented on my blog posts and that was my reaction to it, thinking back I've realised that is a very immature and selfish response. There are people out there reading blogs, frens who silently read your blog but u never knew...or maybe even pastors have been reading ur blogspots*gasp :) but yea ppl read blogs and the content of each post can build or hurt people. Sometimes in our frustration or anger we put up posts that hurt people intentionally or unintentionally and all we can say is it's my blog so I can do whatever I want with it, not realising the damaged we have caused, out of our selfishness we cause harm to people because we want to let it out.

A pen is mightier than a sword, you don't need to kill someone physically with a knife...it's easier to do it with our words. I am guilty of that, saying many things without much thought I know I've cause many people hurt knowingly and unknowingly...to make things worse I talk alot. Its a journey that I admit is hard and long, and I don't know if I'll change for the better or just give up, but God is a good/gracious and He is the God of second chances, if He's going with me in this journey then I better not lose out.

Some verse I looked up to help me remind myself and I hope it helps and encourages you.

Ephesians 4:29. "Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen."

Proverbs 12:18 "Reckless words pierce like a sword."

Psalm 141:3 "Set a guard over my mouth, O Lord; keep watch over the door of my lips."

Monday, November 24, 2008
5:48 AM
the cutest video + Uglyiest pictures

This makes me smile all the time :)

Now this is just to tickle your funny bone :) Well when you have a built in camera on ur laptop and your a wee bit stressed u do stupid things like this

I seriously look like my Ex boss...u know who :)

an exaggeration on my uneven eyes


Monday, November 17, 2008
9:30 PM
The sabbath rhythm

it goes...



Wednesday, November 12, 2008
7:38 AM
The best years...

High School Musical 3 took me down memory lane along the road called Taman Petaling. I hated my high school years but I love my friends, my 2 best buddies whom I can be crazy insane with...I remembered the times we had in the sceince labs disecting frogs, or the time when Caroline whacked Yas with a hockey stick by accident, walking to school we use to have a miss-call system so we can time our walk to the met up point and that time don't have handphones kay! So many things we did in high school and I miss it so much now.

Sunday, November 09, 2008
8:35 AM
It was hectic....

of all the 12 issues I've worked on this year...this month was the worst! not only we were late but someone mis-informed the team and got us into trouble. Already we're missing 1 leg, 1 has more things on her mind besides work, 1 had to see the doc to get her blood pressure check....this is madness!!!on top of that appraisals are being now!!!oh man i can't imagine wat it will be like when we're missing 2 designers!!!!

then today had roadshow...I had to usher people and this is NOTHING like ushering people into church, I had the 'honour' to shoo people away because the seats were only for guest and the guest seats were not labled, to top that there were free gifts and a lucky draw and we all know we malaysians a kiasu over free stuff and lucky draws, so nyways we had guest/celebs and VIP coming but no seats...so how?simple lo tell ppl unless you have a ticket you can't sit here. Simple? I had 1 angry father demanding for an apology, and another girl started ranting about how our magazine suck and bla bla bla and asks us to just close down the company...all this JUST because you can't sit? well I wasn't really bothered cause there were things that needed to be done. But I'm glad Daniel and Dhaniya won in the end, but it wasn't as big as last year cause last year it was a party at Zouk and as much as I hated the club and wanted to go home at 10 the event wasn't half bad. All in all thank God it's only once a year!!now I can sleep soundly and miss my mac :( it was playing dim versus bright with me on wed have to get it checked in case the comp is cacated.