Argh..there are days I ask myself....Why did I want to be a designer??knowing that it's not that it's cracked up to be(sometimes lar)..i mean yeah it's nice to designs stuff n learn alot tricks in photoshop n u get better at the art of conning people but...oh the stress that comes with it...the STRESS!!!

So stress till u lose your appetite...
So stress till u want to puke after lunch...
So stress till u kenot sleep at nite...
So stress till u get MASSIVE headaches in the morning that lasts till lunch

But after you close the mag....and look at your final work....it seems worth it(and i have to ask myself i did THIS??) and the stress that came with it seems miles away.Time to bid good bye to marie claire..and give FEMALE a shot.

When I left my last job i wanted to push myself to "greater heights" and try out new stuff and see wat other options are there for me besides advertising. Well YOU designers out there dont think publication is a set template n just plonk in the pictures...EVERY SINGLE DETAIL COUNTS down do the spacing in between pictures!!!!even if it's mm it still count!!haha but im still very bad at details..my ex coll knows that very well!!but have to learn from ur mistakes yah?

I am anxious about going female, working with new people, new templates and new styles. If this is where God put me i know he'll bring me thru the ups and downs and provide for my every needs.

It's almost half a year and still God has been faithful. I thank God for the people He put into my life, you guys know wat i go thru every end of the month before my deadlines, thanks for forcing me to eat my food, thanks for your many prayers and sms and emails of encouragements, and for the calls asking how i am doing.Thank God for providing creativity when i lack it, Thank God for giving me strength when i feel weak and tired, Thank God for pushing me on and being with me when i feel like quitting.

P.S
PLEASE RESPECT UR MAGAZINES!!!YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH WORK GOES INTO IT!!!