There are times when I deliberately pretend I didn't see a familiar face, sometime hide even...why?because I just don't want to, I simply didn't feel like saying hie or just lazy to 'layan' people.

I had one yesterday, saw a friend and was feeling anti-social I just didn't want to say hie, lucky my hair was shorter now so it's harder for some people to recognize me so I just made sure I had my back facing this person the whole time. Call me mean but I just wasn't up for a conversation that gave a brief history of the last 2 years and discussing if I'm still with the same bf and then discussing when r u getting married bla bla bla...so it's just easier if I pretend I don't see them and run and hide as soon as I can.

I don't know why I feel this way, it's not always like this I mean there are days when I see a friend and I genuinely say hie and ask how r u and stuff. And there are some people whom I really want to see but haven't seen in ages and sometimes I hope to bump into these people one day. I don't consider myself an anti-social but I admit there are times when I'm anti-social.