I'm feeling the need to post something but I don't anything in particular to post about, so now I shall just randomly rant about my April.

My April has been indeed very depressing, partially about work but I don't want to talk about that but I think its mostly got to do with attending 3 funeral in a span of 2 weeks, 1st my 2nd cousin passed away, then my church friend's Mom passed away after that, my previous church Elder passed away...all this in a span of 2 weeks, though I wasn't close to all who have passed on it still took a toll on me emotionally, guess God was reminding me how fragile life is and how we shouldn't take our lives here for granted. I mean do we all live like today is out last day?does it even occur to us that we or someone we know could die any time?I know some of u would probably be saying 'Choi!' but whats there to 'choi' about?I could die tonite while posting this...or on my way to work...I could die when I'm 80 on my death bed hopefully next to my dying husband just like the ending of The Notebook hehe, but yea for me I think I'll try to be more aware of my life and where is it going everyday.

Although it was depressing there were events that made the heaven's rejoice, and that was my mom accepting Christ and going to Chinese Church, this was something I've put off for the longest time because of timing and which church to take her bla bla bla, so since now with much more time on my hands I figured she's ready and I'm free so might as well do it, and Thank God for bringing people to talk to her, I just pray that God will continue to bring people into her life to encourage her to grow more!Another thing to be happy about is my dance training is over!4 months of crash course learning tambourine and banner patterns...and now it's more effort into practices and memorizing steps as fast as I can, and learning to let go and just worship God in this manner, it's is not easy when half the time you're wondering what comes after this step...and cheating is not as easy because u're standing next to 2 dancers who are more experience, as hard as it is I'm really enjoying it very much, as much as my whole body ache after the practices I'm really enjoying myself :). But I need to constantly remind myself it's not me it's God, I'm not doing this by myself for without God I can't do any of this, and MOST importantly as Aunty Jane constantly reminds me Remember who you are serving!so beebs you've got to FOCUS!!turn your direction to God!And another thing I'm happy about is moving to a smaller room, at 1st I didn't like the idea of being away from the whole team but right now...I find it much easier to focus at work the down side is walking to the printer which is placed in the main office, and the space is smaller but its so much quieter!since it's all designers we don't have clients calling and writers shuffling in and out so it's pretty good la.

I'm done ranting I shall now indulge in some chick flicks :)